eseme: (dark clouds)
Oh, they are. Something is going down tonight, something big.

I went on my first walk of the season today after work, and the sky full of grey clouds made for a bit of a dim walk towards the end. I was thinking how erie the atmosphere was when a cacophony of screeches and caws began to echo across the river valley.

There were crows, somewhere on the other side of the river, and they sounded like they were fighting.

Then a seething mass arrowed towards the trees to the left of me, and I realized that it wasn't a fight, but a gathering. Of at least a hundred of them. They crossed the river and begun to settle in the trees, still making a racket that was amplified by the valley of the river.

They had settled near the sewage treatment plant, which is of course worrying. And not far from that odd door by the train tracks, the one that appears to lead into the side of a hill that has a cemetery on top. I've often wondered if the Nosferatu den there, or possibly some of the local Glasswalkers.

Whoever is staying there, they have visitors. That must have been every Corax in North America, and if they were that loud about a meeting, it was because of something very important.

I went home and hunkered down. Thankfully the sky was still a deep blue on the drive home, and it wasn't full dark yet.
eseme: (druid)
Because I spent it on a vacation from reality.

Camping in the woods in a costume.

My first boffer LARP event was fun, and I managed to get only about ten or so bug bites (and no ticks, yay!) and one new bruise on my leg.

Sadly, it rained just about all of Saturday, all of Saturday night, and off an on Sunday. Argh! Very wet tent, and no way to pack it up easily.

But still fun. I was not too cold, though next time I will bring my mummy bag - the regular sleeping bag was too open at the top and let in drafts.

I played a character trying to escape her past which she would not talk about. I fit right in, everyone on the new island settlement was doing the same thing. And I got to dress a bit like a pirate (though everyone called me Gypsy or Surgeon).

I also found you can have fun without needing to swing a fake sword. Also, these folks take their costumes seriously! The number of very well-made coats and cloaks and other costuming was impressive!

Also, this is one of the icons [livejournal.com profile] djinni made me, based on a druid costume.
eseme: (dark)
The second co-creator of D&D passed away, after at battle with cancer. He was only 61.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090410/ap_on_en_ot/obit_dave_arneson

Both of them were relatively young, and it saddens me to think of what more they might have given us.
eseme: (bookstore)
So, I need to write in this thing more.

Let's see, the holidays happened, and there was lots of driving around, and then seeing my sister after the holidays while she was moving. And I need to get my passport renewed, shince she will be living in Canada for a while and I'd like to visit.

I've found a local gaming group, which is cool. They play war games and board games, and eventually invited me to a D&D game. This is great, I've really missed D&D. We only play twice a month, or one a month if people's schedules are zany, but it's great fun. And I've kind of gotten back into painting miniatures, which I enjoy.

There may be another D&D group eventually. I finally met the doctor around here who plays D&D, and may end up playing in his Pathfinder campaign. Which would be cool, as playing 3.5 again means that the skills would no longer be nerfed.

And I will be near Rochester this weekend. But, not really in Rochester. I'll be at Running Gagg, spending a romantic weekend at a gaming convention. Well, I think it's romantic, but I'm a geek. Anyone else going?

Back

Jun. 18th, 2008 10:20 pm
eseme: (vinny)
Back from vacation.

Back in the same state as Vinny (see icon).

Both a visit to a friend and work have confirmed that the WiiFit is the coolest thing ever. Sadly, no money for a new gizmo and a bigger TV.
eseme: (dark)
The man who brought us that game has passed away.

More info can be found here. What a great guy- I'm amazed at his personal accomplishments.
eseme: (elf)
I was in Rochester on Sunday. Just Sunday, and the day was very full. But oh, it was great!

I had brunch in Ithaca with [livejournal.com profile] lissa_dora, which was yummy and included fun conversation. That really kept up all day, and I really loved that because I don't get to just talk to people as much as I would like (what with not having close friends in town).

Then we arrived in Rochester, and after a lightning fast trip to the mall (she shops like a guy and has mall geography- it was a thing of pure precision), we got to visit [livejournal.com profile] moriden. I've really missed my panther, and this made me very happy.

Then we drove to [livejournal.com profile] jilliko and [livejournal.com profile] netbard's house. Changeling! I have not LARPed since May, and the opportunity to do so was just what I needed. I took my concept from another Changeling: The Lost and had the fun of dumping a bunch of XP on her. And LARPing in a non-college setting was so much nicer- we could eat, drink, and be merry with much more ease. And what food! Oh it was great.

Sadly, I began to get something like a migraine in the middle of game. I didn't feel too bad, and certainly didn't want to miss any game. By the time we left though, I had a problem. I'd eaten a bunch of rich food (I love good food) and had a headache that included some sensitivity to light and sound and a bit of nausea. And that was before I got in a car. I get motion sickness in anything that moves, save a train. I have some medication that helps, and some extremely effective wristband things (which I wore on a bus ride earlier in the week and was fine).

But, well... the motion of the car just did me in. *sigh* I feel very guilty about that, especially as I got a brief glimpse of where I was and it seemed to be Twelve Corners. I spent most of the ride with my eyes closed. It was the most discomfort I've ever experienced over such a long period of time while traveling.

But the day I had was well worth it. Just wonderful on so many levels.

And today! I ended up staying the night at [livejournal.com profile] lissa_dora's since what should have been a two hour drive turned into three and a half. And after work today...

My art is here!

I ordered prints from [livejournal.com profile] haikujaguar and they arrived! I first asked for Forgotten Garden, which is lovely and ethereal. I also got a few mini-prints off her brand new printer which produces vivid colors. And there was a sketch! One that I will have to find online to figure out which sketch I ended up with a print of (there are MANY on her site). It's an elf, in a library!

So Much Goodness!
eseme: (seeming)
Reading through the section in the Character Creation chapter of CtL on powers. What Changelings can and can't do. And it looks like the character idea I had simply won't work as originally envisioned. At all. There are just some things one can't do with the system.

Those things being detecting thoughts or reading minds. Not even surface thoughts. Granted, that sort of thing can get out of hand very fast, so I can see why it was eliminated entirely from the system. Still, one can't even detect emotions accurately (other than with the Ability Empathy). A Changeling can determine your greatest fear, or or greatest desire. They can incite wrath, fear, desire, and sorrow, but they don't have a power to determine what an individual is feeling right this instant. They also do not have a way of determining if someone is lying to them.

Now, I will admit that I am not very familiar with the base NWoD book (I've read a few bits of it but not the crunchy ones) so it is possible that basic Abilities like Empathy are a lot more powerful in this system and would allow someone with enough successes (in tabletop) to determine if an individual is lying.

You can achieve a similar effect by either scaring someone so much that they will tell you what you need to know (but may be so scared that they tell you what they think you want to know) or by angering someone so much that they make rash statements (or just try to kill you), or make someone so depressed that they give up and tell you their secrets (but may then be so despondent or freaked out that they don't join your terrorist group), or seduce someone into telling you the truth of why they want to join the group (but they may again tell you what they think you want to hear to impress you). None of which is a good way of dealing with most people who walk through the door- someone would need to be able to do all four things depending on the situation.

Also, given the new Pledge system, it is entirely likely that my original concept (someone in the rebellious terrorist organization Never Again who works to find moles and traitors) is completely redundant. I mean, presumably members take an Oath or Pledge of loyalty when joining and nasty things would happen if they broke it.

Still, it is just odd not to run into mental powers, as so many groups in the OWoD had them. Perhaps it all was too much of a headache.

And the other omission from the set of Changeling powers is just odd, from my standpoint (although it no doubt makes thematic sense). Changelings can create four primal emotions in mortals: Fear, Desire, Sorrow, and Wrath. What about Joy or Happiness? Changelings cannot make people happy. They can't create joy. Now, the World of Darkness in general tends to be in rather short supply of this emotion, so I can see why it is left out thematically. However, I'd argue that it is one of the most important emotions one can feel. So one wonders if the story of a child's laughter banishing the nightmares is true. Is Joy the anathema to Changelings? Is that one force the True Fae have no power over? Of does White WOlf simply think Happiness is not as powerful an emotion as fear or desire? If so, they really need to laugh more. Laughter can paralyze you. It can heal. Joy can bring you to tears. Some of our most pivotal moments in life revolve around Joy: weddings, graduations, birthdays, births, reunions... and no Changeling court truly exemplifies that emotion. Odd that something so powerful and so much a part of life is essentially left out.

In any event, I'll need to come up with a new concept. I'm still not done with the book, so I'm sure I will think of something.
eseme: (seeming)
Icon is fun. And indeed, although possibly at random knowledge tests.

M and I went down to Five Islands Lobster Co. on Wednesday. Drove all the way down the Georgetown peninsula, until the road ends at the wharf. The food was good (the lobster just overflowed on my lobster roll) and we ate out on the docks, with a good view of three of the five islands that give the place its name. We brought her dog Barci (really Barcelona, but it's such a long name and such a small dog that Barci works better). I'd thought Barci wasn't too well behaved, as every time I'd met her before she kept racing around the room and trying to jump on me. It turns out this is enthusiasm, and she's really trying to get me to pick her up. She's so small (6 pounds) that she's really trying to say "Pick me up so I can get close enough to your face to lick you madly!" Dog tongue up your nose is an interesting experience. She really is a very good dog, as she sat in M's lap and watched us eat, and never begged for anything.

I picked up Changeling: The Lost last weekend while I was in Brunswick for the art fair. It's very green. And I'm nowhere near done reading it - I've barely hit the crunchy bits.

Oh, and for those cool people in New York who read this, you too shall soon know the wonder that is L.L. Bean. There is a factory store opening up near Syracuse in a few months (which will have discounted items) and of special interest to those in the general area of Albany who may be missing their home state *cough[livejournal.com profile] eamclarencough* a retail store will be opening in Albany in September. It won't be as big at the one here in Maine, nor have as much stuff, but it will be the real deal.
eseme: (Default)
Yes, it is that important day.

FREE stuff like the Changeling: The Lost quick rules.

I went to the only store in Maine participating. Got there around 11:20 and I was only the second person to come for it (they had opened at 10:00).

However, I doubt that Millennium will have that few people wanting stuff. They are the ONLY store in Western new York participating.

Best of luck to other Changeling fans in getting this. I was able to call and have them hold mine.
eseme: (inkwell)
I blame Jill and Steve. I'm waiting for dishes to dry, and instead of packing soemthing else I am forced to get this idea out of my head and into words.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Hi there, I'm Wendy." Cheerful, but not too cheerful. Let's see who this is.

"Yes, I've heard every Neverland joke there is. And I know you meant it as a joke, don't look so offended." That was the worst one yet. I'll have to remember to tell Rinaldo, he'll get a kick out of it.

"But that's not how you remember that I'm Wendy. I'm also the Welcome Wagon for these little meetings. Wendy, Welcome Wagon... Anyway, I'm here to get you up to speed on the organization." Oh, a spark of interest there. Hmmmm, let's see...

"We fight the fae, but you knew that. We all have our reasons. Me, I never even knew my parents. It took me a while to get strong enough to fight my way out, but once I did you can bet I wasn't going back to working in the fields again. How about you?"

Ahhhh, laying it on a little thick there... Now, what really happened? ... Well, that's predicatble.

"I can certainly see why you're here. Who recommended you? I can make sure you sit near them if you like. It helps to have a friendly face." Interesting. So that's who sent you.

"Oh, the meeting's about to start. The early stuff isn't going to make a lot of sense at first, so why don't we go over here and I'll fill you in." That's right, this way. You know you want to.

"Now then, as I was saying... Oh, don't look so scared. That's just Rinaldo. He's sort of security here. And yes, that is a gun at your back. I've got one too. And Jaques over there" Come on Jaques, a little faster... there, he's got the sword out, "with the sword. And there are plenty of other folks here who don't need weapons to make your life interesting. Like me, for instance. Now, we're going to go have a little chat. ... And I heard that! You won't be burning this place down, let me tell you. No Fire. There, that's better. Come along now..."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wendy, no last name yet, was taken somewhat later in life. She was thirteen, trying to earn a bit of extra spending money babysitting. The next morning, the Pearson's found their two year old girl safe in her crib, but no sign of her sitter. Wendy's face was on milk cartons a decade before computer aging programs, and by now she's a statistic.

What does she do? She reads minds, surface thoughts mostly. But those thoughts tell enough about someone's motivations. That and some degree of empathy.

And what do you do in the fae realms to get such skills? Why, what Wendy was doing the night she was taken: Babysitting. Fae take babies and children, for their beauty or for amusement... but those children still have diapers to be changed, make messes when they eat, and need to be watched over. Few fae have the temperament, or the desire to put up with human bodily fluids. The obvious solution is to take humans to watch over the children when they aren't in court. Wendy slaved over a steady stream of infants and toddlers. Once they got old enough to have control of their bodily functions the fae whisked them off for whatever strange destinies awaited them, while Wendy watched in dismay and then went to clean up this morning's vomit or was handed a new little bundle of joy.

She learned quickly not to get too attached, and that the security was absurd and punishments were worse. She was given a little talent- extra empathy so she could sense the moods of her charges. Reading emotions allowed her to determine the difference between hunger, other discomfort, and tiredness. Gradually, this evolved, and Wendy realized after what felt like years that she could read the thoughts of the babies under her care. Sometimes, she could even change those thoughts, make a crying baby all smiles and laughs. She became known for her "magic" touch with children.

This eventually lead to her fight through the thorns. She was able to overhear the thoughts of the fae, and hiding near a door got her the password. She has vague memories of clutching an infant to her chest and running for days... a tall figure before her... her voice shouting "We were never here!"... more running... And Wendy eventually found herself in a world that was very definitely not 1982 (more like 2003).

The baby made it to a hospital (left on the steps like orphans of old), as a now seemingly twenty year old Wendy had no idea how to care for herself in this strange world, let alone another.

She found others, and the terrorist organization Never Again. So many children. So very, very many children are taken, and Wendy has a better idea than most of the sheer numbers.

She works (after receiving the training needed in this world) at a daycare, and is very watchful for changes in any of her charges.

She also works for Never Again, as the first defense against spies, betrayers to the fae, and investigative reporters. She reads minds, influences thoughts, and can gauge emotions. She had had some combat training, as all cell members have, but is most often used in interference raids as a soothing presence for the children who are rescued, and a numbing balm on their troubled thoughts.
eseme: (elf)
There is no Changeling this week. Which is sad, as it is possibly my last opportunity to play. Darn.

Anyone up for Vertex instead? I mean, we've all got this free time now, and I'm headed off for Maine (and if things go well with interviews I may not be back in Rochester for at least a month, and that would only be a stop on the way to grabbing my stuff from storage).

Vertex?

Oh, and the world's most amusing bumper sticker is red with white letters:

EAT MOOSE
12,000 wolves can't
be wrong

Weekend

Jul. 7th, 2003 11:55 am
eseme: (elf)
Was very good. Got virtually no work done, for school or otherwise. It was too hot to do dishes. Thankfully it is cool and wet today so I can at least get that chore done.

I ended up spending lots of time with friends, which was wonderful.

Friday we went to see the fireworks downtown. They were lovely, especially the many purple ones. As I mentioned in my haiku, the moon was just to the left of the main launch area, and occasionally we were treated to the breathtaking sight of fireworks overlapping the moon. Then we went to a party at Frank's and had s'mores around a bonfire. It was a fun day, and I had a great time celebrating.

Saturday consisted of sleeping in late and eventually heading off with True Brain and Becky. We intended to get to a comic store that Brain knew of, but they had closed just minutes before we arrived. This meant we had lots of time for dinner at the Distillery, where they make good burgers and will let you eat desert first. I got to game right around 7:30, and was quite happy to find myself in a number of scenes involving Theurge-type stuff. It was a good game, and I am happy with the way Lilly is growing up.

Sunday involved more laziness and sleeping in, followed by some shopping and reading the archives of a fun comic called Spellshocked. Boredom and laziness are not super fun in my apartment, due to a lack of comfy chairs. So I ended up going over to visit friends who are blessed with an overabundance of comfortable seating. We watched most of Independence Day and I helped Colleen unpack more boxes. The drive home was nice- the half moon hung low and huge in the sky, still bright in spite of the clouds that made its edges hazy.

I like the radio station I listen to- every now and again I hear some 80's song I haven't heard in ages and am amused by it. See Music.
eseme: (Default)
Got up, had breakfast, was reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix again at noon. Am now on 502 out of 870 pages.

I like a world where people sing "God Rest You, Merrye Hippogriffs" at Christmas. I bet they even sing the real words to "Greensleves".

Must get ready for game while I am still capable of stopping. I am bringing the book to game though, Lilly is 18 and she woud certainly be reading the latest Harry Potter book. She's even dressing for the occasion- something suitably witchy of course. Now as for jewlery... Hmmm, there are the blue glass spiral earrings and matching necklace of course, but the green glass frog earrings are more fun, and I could even dig out my elf necklace to go with them, I haven't worn that one in ages...

Decisions, decisions.

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